I hate myself

I hate my self .
I know you hate me too.
I irritate you a lot that make your mood off.
I know I’m not perfect at all.

You don’t have interest on me.
Each ok !!!
It’s not your fault yet .
Because I give u value a lot.

I hate my self.
Because I loss my self respect.
I hate my self .
Because I think you are same like me as always.

Sorry I don’t understand you .
Sorry I don’t change the way I behave with you.
It’s my fault to think that all people are same in this world.

I hate my self .
Because i have losses every thing I gain .
I hate my self .
Because I spend time on non-sense.
I hate my self.
Because I believe on some one else.

I hate the memories that I have with you .
Because same memory recall the pain of lonely at now.

I am rejected .
It means a lot at now .
Because I am preparing for tomorrow.

I hate my self now .
But I know you will be bend down .
When time demand more than now.

I hate my self because I give more value.
I hate my self because I give more value
Today I am empty now but wait for one day you will be begging , it’s about turn too.
.#ashim